Life is full of moments that define us who we are and there are also days that just simply go by. There are days where in all you do is routine work but there are also days where in we just want to take a long walk, without a destination, just for the heck of it.

In such days we are vulnerable but the fear of showing our vulnerability to others makes us want to slam the door and wish the whole world would disappear. In such days we wish that we’d have a bottle of wine in the refrigerator. We drink, take a hot shower and wrap ourselves with a towel. We let ourselves fall into bed even with our hairs wet. After that, you’ll call, and we’ll think that despite all, it’s been a good day.

But overall, it’s just a good day and not a great one. You know why? Because you’re not here beside me. I don’t see you everyday but we also don’t let a week pass without seeing each other. I just miss you a lot and I miss you all the time. Whenever I miss you, I make you call and just hearing your voice makes everything feel like magic. 

Whenever we’re missing one another, it doesn’t make us apart but at most, I think it makes us closer. Whenever I miss you, I just lay in my bed and close my eyes. I play my favorite song, the song that makes me feel that you’re here lying next to me. 

And this song, this feeling, is what keeps my heart warm and going.