It’s not easy for me saying goodbye to this little fat creature. It was given to me as a gift by my boyfriend and when I think of Pancakes, I only remember how wonderful he is and I just miss him everyday. I imagine how things would have been if he only lived longer. He was always there to greet me every time I get home from school and I’ll miss the way he calms me by tapping his cage as if he wants me to play with him. I lost him yesterday and it was so overwhelming. I woke up, checked on him and all I saw was him lying on his cage breathless. Grieving for Pancakes opened up old wounds and made me miss Marley, my pet dog who was also close to me who died last year as well. I get traumatized when a pet of mine dies. :-(

Anyway, my Pancakes was such a lovely rabbit. He was so fat and he was the closest thing I was getting to a Panda. He was so sweet and I really treated him as my little boy. I spoiled him with love and treats. I’ll miss how I cuddled him, rub his ears and forehead while he falls asleep. 

I’m still so overwhelmed why I didn’t see it coming. I was just playing with him the other day and I was still holding him in my arms. Why did you leave me, Pancakes?

I will miss you Pancakes and I will never ever forget you. I’m going to miss you little feet, your forever sniffing nose and cute ears. I’ll miss the way you stretch out your whole body on your cage because you’re one lazy bunny but that doesn’t make me love you any less. I’ll miss seeing you jumping around your cage like a loco when I give you your favorite pellets and vegetables. I’ll miss seeing you wrapped like a big ball of fur. You were always so cute I couldn’t stand it.

I know you’re just a rabbit but you were my first rabbit I really loved and the fact that you’re gone from my life breaks my heart so much. I just can’t imagine that when I get home from school you won’t be there to greet me. No one will be there when I say “Hi, Pancakes! You missed me?” I talk to you all the time even though I know you couldn’t understand. I’ll always remember you and I’ll always keep a picture of you in my room so I can remember your precious furry face every time. You will always hold a special place in my heart, always. 

Goodbye, Pancakes. I love you.