THE WORST BATTLE

When we learn about love and affection, we learn about hurt and pain. We see the beauty of something regardless of its imperfections. Love is not just a feeling or a plain emotion because if it was, we won’t end up regretting and the feeling would be easy to let go, move on and find someone who will give us that emotion again. Rather, Love is a decision, a commitment, and a tie. We love people despite of the million difficult things and situations we encounter, but we still choose to stay. Even when the slightest bit of ignorance affects our inner self, even when the hardships come and sometimes we cannot pull our little selves together, we still can’t let go of that decision.

But sometimes, or all the time, it’s still harder battling with ourselves and our decisions rather than battling the whole world. To let our mind make up for our emotions, so that we will be able to grip the sense of self-upholding. Because if we come to think of it, we’re just humans prone to making mistakes. We are always susceptible to emotional harm.

I feel like I’m still living in the past yet I’m also living in the present. But that is only a feeling, people can’t do that. I know what has passed will not return and sometimes the best thing to do is to let them go and slip away. The best thing to do is detach ourselves from people or things that makes us stop living in the moment. Watching the same TV show that reminds you of a certain loss will only poison you. A thing I’ve learned but I never applied was before a new chapter beings, the old one has to be finished.The past will never come back. We lived in the time where in nothing is irreplaceable, we can still start to live like that.

The worst battle is not battling with other people or their decisions, but the worst battle is between what you know and what you feel. The only way out is figuring out who you really are and know that being yourself is more than enough. No one else can make you realize your self-value or self-worth other than yourself. But being surrounded by people around to comfort and give you reassurance when all else fails could be the best thing in the world. Now I know, that being fenced by people who makes me feel special is the last thing I would ever regret in this world.

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