As soon as I was assigned to that seat in the classroom, everything else happened. We had so many moments I cannot almost remember.

Anyway, I didn’t want to like him, but he was just so charming and it was something I cannot withstand. 

Those talks we had on the car ride, he plays music that sounded kind of like what I never almost listen, but I still tolerate. And as he sang with it, I wish I had something better to do for him. I wish I had told him that I loved how his words could describe us. 

When he got the nerve to ask me out on a date, instead of having lunch or dinner like the usual, we drove on the highway and he brought me to a place I’ve never been to before. It was at midnight when every store is already closed with nothing but lamp posts and the cold wind around. 

Every after we’re done being with our friends, we would just look for a quiet space and park the car. We would just make out, both close our eyes and feel the warmth that spreads across our bodies as we hold each other close.

These moments, seeing them through our eyes half closed, are priceless. And everytime I remember them, all I really want is to hold you tighter, breathe you in, and let my hand slide from your hair to you neck, and pull you closer to me. And after you pull away, I stare at your eyes and we gaze at each other, and you do that grin I can never resist.

I have no idea what’s going on, or what I’m supposed to feel. I can never admit to myself that I may have really fallen for you because I’m scared. So I hold back and stop whenever I feel a slight pinch in my heart.

And also, what’s your deal? I made you stop, because I don’t want to give you false hopes or anything. But you said you were happy. You were happy with this, with everything just rumpled around the floor. You could have had what most wanted, freedom. But, instead you made me fall head over heels, all over again.

Now, it just confuses me a lot. This may not be the most rightful thing to do, but I will always be happy when I’m with you. You overwhelm me so much even though we are suspended in the thin air. 

Now, what do we do next?